Ok I have made a decision to make my Journal friends only. This shouldnt really be a change for anyone. With that being said If you need to be added to my friends list just reply with a reason of why you like me and/or read this crappy journal. Or just reply. With this being said i would like to take the time to say that My journal was great as a public journal, and It will miss the openness. But times change.

Thank you,
Laura

Its been forever since I updated, but nothing really has happened. Me and Emily have been working a lot on the concert, Emily more than me, but I help. Been hanging out with Boyfriend. School is sucking. Cant wait to graduate.

Theres a lot of people that I dont really care for. I think i should send a memo to them just to make sure that they know who they are, and why i hate them. grrr. Im angry today. Mr. Tighe is an asshole. He will get a memo. He yelled at me for not being in class today, When i was actually doing work for student council.

Im really bored. I wish i was doing something fun right now. But Im not. Im watching CSI by myself. Maybe I should do my english comp essay.

I am so freakin tired right now.

Yesterday I went to po-town with my mom and grandma and Craig.I had to get prom shoes and a purse and I wanted to hang out with Craig. So we met millie up there and we went shopping and it was all dandy. Oh and I HAD DIPPIN DOTS!!!! Dippin Dots and a Boyfriend, great day. So we were coming home and Craig ended up coming here for dinner and we got into town and Pearl Street was flooded. So we ate quick like whoa and wentto bring him home. But town was flooded. So then we went over Shandelee to bring him back that way. We got to youngsville, but that was flooded to. So Craig spent the night. We had a great time and I am still happy about it. We were up til about 4 which was fine then, but sucks now.

Now Im here alone because we had to return Craig. Im bored. Ive been home for 20 min, and Im very bored now.

I do not want to go back to school tomorrow. I'm thinking its gonna suck, a lot.

I havent updated in forever.

I have a boyfriend, his name is Craig and hes wonderful. We have a lot of fun together. Hes great.

Thats the only interesting good thing that has happened. Today I lost my class ring. Im very upset because I have no idea where it is. It's gonna take $85 to get a new one. However if I failed then I would get a free one. grrrrr. Im very upset about this.

Im so tired. I hate working full time on break. Its so, not break. I spent almost all of my break at the hospital. Sometimes working, sometimes not.

Im gonna go do nothing for the rest of tonight

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Its been a while sincean update and I am not sure where to start. Last night me and Emily went to the Battle of the Bands, we missed Kent, Joe and Zaky though. That was upsetting. I think its because we parked in Great Adventure.

The show was a lot of fun. I saw a lot of fun people there, and some people that I havent seen since like forever. or 2 years. or a couple of months. I came home and fell asleep kinda early.

Then my mother woke me up to go to the mall. AT 8:30! I bought a whole bunch of new outfits for my new job. Then I got Jewlery to match my Prom Dress. If only I had a Prom Date. Its kinda an important thing.

Im too tired to update more.

Why is livejournal a Bitch to me. I made an entry at like 4:30 and it just comes up now. Then my Icon isnt working. I hate livejournal soooooooo muchj right now. *angry face*

Stress can Kill. you can kill yourself with stress, and it will cause you to want to kill other people. I think that is a defese mechanism.

Vermont was great. I had a lot of fun with Allison and the Babiches. It was good to spend some time with Allison as we have fallen apart this year. But this weekend made everything seem normal again, like our trips so many years ago. I liked that we were close for a weekend and there were no problems. I hope that can carry on since we are back in NY now.

Ive been stressed and i know that i may have been distant from people. For those that dont know. The NHS crap stressed me out, but i am done now. Im bothered with the student council set up. And i quit my job and managed to find a new one in 2 days. I couldnt take my job now, so im glad that it is done. Fridays my last day.

Right now i feel at peace with everything. I know that things are finally looking up after so many weeks of everything being scattered, but I feel bad for being kinda weird lately. I let stress get to my head. But everything worked out

( I swore I'd Never let her Go )</p>

well Im going to do a quick update.

*The past week has sucked, Ive been so tired lately because of everything happening. Now that saying good-bye is done, Learning how to go on from here is going to be a lot harder.

*I got my prom dress Saturday its pretty. However it is no where online, so perhaps i just purchased a Bag.

*I cut off a lot of my hair. A lot.

*As of now Im waiting for someone that is amazing to come online to arrange something, and He hasnt come on yet. : (. As Jenny will tell you the chance of him working is so freakin slim.

Thats it really

 

Oh what i wouldnt do to escape the reality of this whole situation.

I feel sick right now. I just dont want it to be real. The only things that I can think about are all the silly things that Trevor did. The things that you never really thought about befor. I would love to hear him talk about Phil being the punisher just one more time. Or his Krugar. I feel like shit for not going to school yesterday. Those 3 hours that I missed were the last 3 hours that things were the same. Oh god. Im crying again. Its just so wrong.

I feel bad for everyone that was close to trevor, or brian, or jason.
I dont know whats gonna happen when Jason finds out. i would be crushed, and thats putting it lightly.

 

...And now the saying "Only the good die young" takes on a whole new meaning

Today was like one of the greatest days ever. I woke up with every intention of going to school, then my mom asked me if I wanted to stay home. I was like "gee thats a great Idea" So i stayed home. I did absolutly nothing.

I went back to sleep and woke up about 12, had my dad deliver Lunch to me and started moving all my crap back into my room. Then I went back to doing nothing.

Every once in a while its great to have a day to just relax. Im feeling super relaxed, and happy. I dont think anything coulld upset me. I.E. Allison just told me she may not be going on the Vermont trip, our last ski trip with the school ever. And i am going without her. I would so slit my wrist in vermont with no one to chill with. I would have to...to...to SKI?!?! thats insane! so if she does not go, I will not go. This should bum me out a little bit, but either way i would be extremely content.

Ok major mood swing. Lil Billy just delivered shattering news, and i cant write anymore.

 

Theres something wrong with Sullivan County

Hmm its been a while and I do not know where to start. Im super sick feeling, and have been since last Friday. Ugh. It sucks. Im tired, and crappy, and am not enthused with people. I painted my room though, yea that was great while I was slowly Dying. Then I fell asleep ane inhaled paint fumes for about 3 hours. Woke up felt super shitty and went to Emily's party. It was interesting and fun. Me and Carrie played Hackey Sack, and that my friends was entertaining. Addie made me Brownies, yay! Then I drove home Lil Billy and Kaci. Yay for driving fast, kinda delusional, and listening to Hot Action Cop. Then I fell asleep Then I woke up, and went in the spare bedroom and slept. I still cant stay in my room, grr.

Today I woke up and finished painting my room. Then I went to the Boy's game with Emily, and now I am here. I have such an exciting life.

On a side note, I am looking for a Job, and I really absolutely need one. Or a Boyfriend

 

 

 

Ok so today was a long day, I was very tired due to extensive skiing last night. Woo i am exhausted.

I really dont know why I am so tired. Im also feeling very sick. I have been having little sicknesses since Friday night.

 

Why me, why?

 

He He im watching Eurotrip. I love this movie so much It makes me happy.

 

Thats really it in life. Im happy

 

 

Scott: I'm in love with Mieke.
Cooper: Okay, okay, you know what? I was actually expecting this, and frankly, no, listen, I'm flattered that you picked me to come out to first. And don't worry about telling your folks, 'cause I think they already know.
Scott: No, you idiot. Mieke's a girl.
Cooper: No, no, no, I get it, yeah. He's the girl, then you're the girl. Sometimes you're both the girl.
[pause]
Cooper: Right? Right? That's hot

 

 

( I won't Try to Argue or Hold it Against You )</p>

( Friends Were Listening to Slayer )

 

 

Blink 182 1993-2005

Hmmm today had to be one of the most boring days i have had in a long time.

I did some college stuff. that was very boring. I played on my space for a while, and by a while i mean like 2 hours. If your reading this, and you have myspace you should add me. Im fun. I promise. 

Today was great, I went to Wassaic and it was so good to have a day away from anything and everything here. I saw Ida and Michael and it really helped me cool down. Like for once in a long time im calm and not on a short fuse. It made me giggle when Ida was talking about the guy shes seeing and said something along the lines of "He wants me there when its convinient for him, like when he goes on a cruise without me" and anyone that knows about my week can see why i just cracked up. And then i talked to Michael about fun things. Hes adorable, hes like 24 and i treat him like hes 12. Ah yay for being kinda calm. Oh Lil Billy had the same thing happen to her that happened to me, so my deepest sympathies go to her.

Well i must go seeing as how i would like to watch HellBoy cuz i havent seen the ending Since Mike and Brandon dragged us out of the movie theater

I HAD DIPPIN DOTS TODAY...

 

IT WAS AWESOME